disclaimer;

while some elements of this character are from different medias, sila and his story / headcanons belong to me; while i don’t see it happening, please don’t take anything from this blog. all icons and edits are mine unless stated otherwise.

do not take the gifs i make and use them for yourself. thank you.

credits;

the psd i use is by venuscommissions!

etiquette

don’t be a dick! this includes goddmodding, pressuring me into replying / shipping, or sending me hate. i’m here to have a fun time, and i just want to be surrounded by good vibes ☮

following

if i follow you, that means i want to write with you! however, i’m lazy and tired. i have no problem following someone for months / years without ever writing with them; if that’s something that bothers you however, please consider reaching out before simply unfollowing me! there’s a 103% chance i want to write with you.

unfollowing

if we’re mutuals and you choose to unfollow me, please soft-block me to avoid awkwardness. i’ve had a couple nasty experiences dealing with this before, and would like to avoid it in the future.

selectivity

i am mutuals only, meaning i will only write with people i follow and that follow me. i’m not that picky when it comes to following, though if you have rules that are off-putting ( i.e. they’re aggressive, accusatory or rude etc ), i won’t follow you. reading rules like that really bums me out tbh.

memes

memes are open to everyone, though i’ll be selective when it comes to shippy ones.

duplicates

i’m more than comfortable with duplicates! feel free to ask to plot stuff out involving our shared fc.

adult stuff

i’m twenty four, so nsfw stuff will appear here. i won’t write smut with anyone under eighteen, and i don’t put stuff under readmore unless my partner wants me to. everything is tagged however, listed below and porn is tagged as nsfw.

triggers i tag

i personally have no triggers, and am game to write pretty much anything! but these are things i tag for others ;

• guns /
• blood /
• violence /
• gore /
• death /
• self harm /
• feel free to politely ask me to tag things that bother you .

i will never write rape / non-con. these themes may make appearances on this blog, but i will not write out the actual act.

• ONE.
  
  my main verse - where sila is heavily involved in gang activity . he owns a club and a couple casinos , and is notorious in the criminal world for his brutality . despite this , he’s known for taking in sex workers who need help . some refer to him as a pimp , but he simply gives them safer employment . this man is cold and refuses to get close to people , so expect it difficult for your muse to get him to open up at all .
  
  
  
  
  
  UNDETERMINED.
  
  this is where i put interactions i don’t feel fit into any of the above categories and ones i don’t have a separate verse for.
  
  
  
• SUPERNATURAL.
  
  he’s a well-known hunter , and like the winchesters , has been in the business since he was a kid . his backstory here is very similar to his main verse , but in this au , he was taken in by a group of brutal hunters . he was raised to be a soldier , good only for doing their bidding . *this is a pretty flexible verse , as i could have sort of secondary verses for it he were a demon , werewolf , vampire , etc . lmk if you’d like one of those instead !
  
  
  THE VAMPIRE DIARIES.
  
  he’s been a vampire for about six hundred years , not really getting into trouble , but not doing much good , either . he drinks human blood , has a daylight ring , and is well educated on things going on in the world . he still owns a club , but this one is an underground vampire hangout , where vamps can pay to feed on humans ( some willing , some compelled ) freely .
  
  
  TWILIGHT.
  
  turned into a vampire back in the 1200s , he's been around the block a few times . while he's never been on a vegetarian diet , he lived peacefully with his coven , only feeding on criminals and other lowlives . however , his ability to turn himself completely invisible soon spread to the volturi . his gift is a telepathic one , allowing him to go into the minds of anyone around him to cloak himself ( though this likely wouldn't work on shields ). in aro's desire of complete domination of the vampire world , this was an asset he could certainly take advantage of . the volturi was swift in destroying his entire coven , erasing everyone he'd ever cared for . with no where left to go , he didn't fight when being taken with them . he feels no loyalty to them however , kept in place only by corin's ability of addictive contentment . it wouldn't take much for him to abandon the group .
• SIX.
  
  exclusive verse with heartmcnds - a tangent off of my main verse , sila is targeted and someone tries to murder him with a bomb . he’s sent to the hospital where he meets hope , whom he quickly falls in love with and he finds his world view completely changed .

sila prakenskii.

content warning !! this bio contains violence , abuse and non-con ( i tell you when that starts ) themes . proceed with caution if any of these bother you !

born to niran and achara channarong in thailand , he has an older brother and a younger sister . they weren't rich , but weren't poor , either . they lived a decent life , and klahan was happy . that all changed when he was kidnapped at only six years old , one of many victims taken to be groomed into a life of crime . he was trafficked to russia , where his living hell began . he was beaten ruthlessly , taught all about weaponry and combat . under the ruse of teaching them to be strong , the adults forced the children to fight each other , with mortal consequences if they refused . klahan , now renamed sila to hide his idenity , showed a proficiency in this area , rarely ever losing a fight . though he was only eight at this point , he became a favorite of the boss - something that sounds deceptively like a blessing .

the abuse and violence only continued for the next few years , sila becoming more and more vicious . he had already killed at least a couple of his unwilling adversaries during what was dubbed by the adults as dog fights , earning the title mad dog . while being a favorite of the boss didn't save him from beatings or malnutrion , he was granted what most of the other kids weren't: something of an education . he was taught about money and gambling , along with being taught to speak english . he was given extensive training in guns and fighting , along with the proper ways to manipulate people to get them to do what he wants . he continued to grow stronger and smarter and meaner as the years passed , even getting some tidbits of how the whole horrific operation worked . but at age fifteen , things took an even darker turn .

non-graphic depictions of non-con start here , skip to the next paragraph if you don't want to read it !!

the mafia he was forced to stay with saw women as nothing but objects ; and most of them enjoyed abusing them in any way possible . as part of the kidnapped boys' 'training' , they were forced to engage in sexual acts with the women they were provided with . at fifteen , sila was also introduced into this world . he would be beaten and otherwise tormented by his abusers during sex , being forced to learn how to perform for hours upon hours without release . those in charge felt this was necessary , supposedly for when sila would need to use sex in the future to either control a partner or get what he wanted from them . but most likely , it was just another way to make the boy suffer , something they enjoyed immensely . in response to all of this , sex is still difficult for him . because of these nearly daily ' training ' sessions he was forced to endure , he developed a high sex drive , something that's still with him , no matter how much he hates it . he's wary about sex however , and only sees it as a necessary evil to continue functioning . sexual encounters with him are quick and very impersonal , due to the trauma he suffered with it in the past . this dynamic would surely change were he to fall in love , but for now , he only has sex when he absolutely needs to .

at just over eighteen , he lost the only friend he'd managed to make ; lost him to his own hands. after the fight that ended with him killing his best friend , he was done . that night , he finally made his escape from the hell he'd been trapped in for over a decade . he suffered severe wounds during his escape , nearly dying from a knife wound just above his heart . but the boy made it to a road , leaving a trail of would-be guards in his wake . not only that , but thanks to his knowledge of the operation , he made off with about forty million rubles ( equal to around 680,000 USD ) of the boss' money . after recovering enough to ditch the hospital and its fees , he stowed away on a cargo boat bound for america , money in hand . his expierence with gambling made it easy to turn his thousands into millions , bouncing from casino to casino as he built up his fortune . he continued south until he came upon a failing casino for sale in miami . buying it for cheap , it only took him a few years to turn it into an empire . his success led him to purchasing a nightclub , and setting up roots in florida .

while he's found immense success and wealth in america , he couldn't seem to keep his barbaric nature under wraps . it didn't take long for him to develop mafia ties , swift with his judgement on those he sees as evil . namely , those who abuse their power by taking advantage of those weaker than themselves . you could call him something of a savior of the weak , though he has a lot more blood on his hands than most . he runs his businesses ethically , keeping anything illegal to a minimum . despite this , he seems to make enemies easily , and is constantly on alert for the next threat . he still gets into fights quite regularly , the rage that was beaten into him for so long is just a part of him now . he intends to work his way up the ranks of the mob , intent on gaining the power he needs for the upcoming battle . he has a plan take revenge on those who took so much from him , and avenge those he lost . he hopes to reunite with his family one day , but only after destroying every single monster that made his adolescence a waking nightmare .

PERSONALITY.

sila is a bit of an enigma . he's a harsh , cold man , yet he has moments of such kindness and warmth that it gives people whiplash . as someone who was so abused as a child , he can't stand seeing children and women being mistreated . he's ruthless with most , but gives sex workers reputable jobs in his casino or club - and if they'd rather continue their previous line of work , he gives them a safe place to do so . it's very difficult to get close to him or earn his trust , but once you do , his loyalty will be unwavering . he's good at maintaining composure most of the time , but can and will react violently at the drop of a hat . it can't be said that he's a good man by any means , but at the very least , he does terrible things for the greater good . he's consumed with rage and grief and an unquenchable thirst for revenge - the times he's happy are far and inbetween .